Possibly Broken

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable." -- CS Lewis

Monday, September 8, 2014

chicken noodle soup

Run and run and run through life
Only sleep if it’s absolutely necessary 
Pick up everybody else’s trash
You’re on your own, even if it’s scary 

You’re responsible for everything
What you’ve done, what you will become
Don’t ask for help - they’ll think you’re weak
Prove them wrong. Prove them wrong.

Graduate early, get straight As
Make lots of money, volunteer
Do what you love - love what you do
Be a good daughter, friend, listener

             [Love God, Serve Your Country]

Prepare to be a good wife, but just in case, 
Prepare to be a single, independent woman

Accept your role as woman
ReadtheBibleculturalcontextcomplimentarismmeekmildbeautifulgodlyjustdiligent
     inyourplacewhereyoubelong

Look \ beautiful
Talk \ intelligent
Sing \ on key
Eat \ healthy

Know the right people, say all the right things
(Is this too much to ask for yet?)

When your body is worn and tired
& can’t keep up anymore 
& suddenly shuts down
     I’ll be there with a cup of chicken noodle soup

I’ll push back your hair 
Away from your sweaty forehead 
I’ll hum softly and hold your hand
Never leave your side
Won’t say “I Told You So”

Only “I Love You Still"


Because everybody needs somebody, even you.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

One of Millions

You are my Reality -- 
     
    the only thing I can be certain of.

You are the Sweetness of the early Morning, & the Warmth of the sun peeking out from the clouds and Enveloping my skin

      you are More precious than jewels, or a newborn Child

your Grace is impossible to comprehend or even find the words to...

You are as Still & Firm as the ground beneath my feet ,  &
       M O R E  ferocious than the crashing waves of the ocean or a mighty Lion.

How can I describe my Father, my Bridegroom, my Savior, my Lord?

There are no words, metaphors, or chord progressions that haven't already been uttered hundreds of thousands of times throughout history.
                   You have graciously made Yourself known to us - an invitation that we so often disregard.

& yet You Never give up. 
You Never tire of chasing our hearts, which are "Restless until they can find rest in You."

(and I do, I truly do. I find my rest in You)

                  I know this is one of millions of odes to You. 
But I know that you will treasure it anyway.